| Nicole
Atkins |
| lynchian
circus songs |
| by
Marie
Helene |
Muralist and
chanteuse Nicole Atkins is on a lot of people's
lips as the next almost big thing. Her new album,
The Party's Over, is a jangly, carnival-esque ride
into the burnt out ends of a long night. As your
guide through the couple hours before dawn, Nicole's
voice is at once soulful, stripped and smoked.
Atkins is more accomplished as
a songwriter than she needs to be. She and producer
David Muller add lush harmony after lush harmony
to each track and pay rapt attention to every la
da deeing. The descending line of the piano in "Delora"
coupled with what can only be called Martian sounds
is a great marriage of old and new influences. "Neptune
City," an indirect ode to her hometown of Neptune,
NJ, is a final and triumphant closing track.
After the party is over, there
will be unfair comparisons to Chrissie Hynde. However,
the sway and note choices of Jeff Buckley would
probably be a more accurate description. No comparisons
would make any sense trying to explain the post
apocalyptic joyride the CD explores. Best to just
let Atkins guide you through it.
I meet up with Nicole Atkins at the
10th Street Pub. It is a Tuesday night, and she
is on her way to work the door for her roommate's
party at the Delancey, but she calls and tells them
she will be late so she can finish her wine and
her talk with me about today's music and being in
love with nostalgia.
Nicole Atkins has a dream in which
she has won a 20 pound bag of pork chops in a game
of bingo. In this world, the news is done in cartoon,
and she watches a story about farm animals being
imprisoned because they don't want to work. A goat
is being interviewed who says, "Please just
eat us, we're lazy, we don't want to work."
She starts cooking up the pork chops thinking, "it's
ok, they're cool with it."
It makes sense that a girl who wrote
the transcendent lullaby of "The Party's Over"
would have such a vivid night mind. She grew up
in Neptune, NJ, right across the street from Shark
River. Many times, she ran from her car to the house,
worried that ghosts would appear to her from the
river.
"The Party's Over" and
her stories is peopled with these ghosts, and with
an uncle who sings great karaoke, Old Grandad, and
a childhood of Catholic schools, being raised in
a family that told her God owed them. Nicole Atkins
is frighteningly real, one foot in reality, and
one in a world she should be too young to know.
You are a muralist by trade. What
role if any does color play in your music?
A lot of my lyrics are about color, I guess
coming from an art training in college it's a big
part of my vocabulary. I went to school for illustration
and painting at the UNC Charlotte.
She being gone seems to be a thru-line
in Party's Over. Who or What is "she?"
I guess it's a mix. The first song I wrote
on there was "Drifter" and it was originally
called "Aisha's divorce." My friend Aisha
was going through a separation and then divorce
so I wrote that song about her, The rest of the
songs started about being me, I tend to move every
three or four months, I don't really like staying
in one place for too long, And then with "Delora"
I realized how melodramatic I was being about everything
so I tried to make it as melodramatic as I could.
Psychedelic freak out soap opera daytime soap type
thing
We didn't plan on doing a record. We just did that
song and it worked out really well and then all
that shit happened and I came back and it inspired
a lot of my writing and my willingness to get things
done.
One writer said of you: "Atkins'
music inhabits a world where poodle skirts and Pabst
Blue Ribbon go hand in hand." What does that
mean to you?
It means I should send the guy who wrote that
a fruit basket. It's weird, because I don't even
try to, maybe that's why I move a lot, I can't keep
a job very well, cause it's almost like this little
dream world. I'm in love with nostalgia. It goes
so beyond my growing up. The things that I like,
the things that I feel more connected with are from
when like my parents were growing up. I feel more
connected with singers and things from my parent's
era and their parent's era than I do in my present
state.
Where does that come from?
I have no idea. It's weird. I wish I could
explain it. Ever since I was little
I have
this one grandmother on my dad's side, she was like
this ghost from the 20's or something, this was
in the 80's and she had this really weird way of
dressing and she would wrap up oranges in tin foil
and that was like my birthday present. I thought
it was the coolest thing ever. When I was little,
when I had money to buy my first tape-
What was that, by the way?
It was supposed to be Hall and Oates, or New
Kids on the Block. It ended up being Traffic: "John
Barleycorn Must Die" and Cream: "Wheels
of Fire," because my uncle was like, "You
can't get that, you have to get this," and
I thought he was really cool cause he let me watch
wrestling all the time so I listened to whatever
he said.
Do you write toward a certain
mood?
No, a melody comes and I put guitar to it and
I say all these fake words that make no sense, like
(says a series of words that make no sense) and
then words will come and then they will just turn
into something, they turn into what they're supposed
to be. I feel like with the record "Party's
Over" there's a continuous thread of hopeful
melancholy. It's a big story.
It didn't start out being a concept album. After
the 7th song, it was like" Whoa, these are
going in story order." I wrote "Delora"
as a bookend to "Drifter." I love records
you can listen to like a whole thing, like Pink
Floyd or even like a Jayhawks record.
More and more, like Wilco.
Yes! Every Wilco record, especially Summerteeth,
is the soundtrack for that period of my life when
those records come out, and I'm really hoping they
come out with a really insanely hopeful happy one.
Have you noticed women musicians
treat you any differently than male musicians?
It depends on which woman, I have a lot of
really close musician friends that are women. I
haven't really been treated badly by any musicians.
Except for my first gig when I was 17, I opened
up for this woman, who 30 something indie rock boys
loved, I played in this acoustic band with my friend
Alison and we played Belly and Jayhawks covers and
we brought everybody from the high school. They
were all talking to her before her set and they
made her go on first cause I brought more people
and she kicked me out of the dressing room so she
could put her makeup on. She was a bitch.
But, all in all not really. Except the girls don't
really hit on me.
What were you like in high school?
I was a total weirdo, I guess. I was the girl
who got invited to all the parties, but I was also
the girl who always got made fun of. I went to Catholic
School, I played guitar and had my little coffeehouse
band with my friend Alison. They'd be like, "Oh,
let's let Nicole play Jesus in the skit," and
I'd be like "Oh cool, they think that I'm a
good actress," and they'd be like, "She's
got all the split ends." They were really fucked
up. I actually failed morality and had to go to
summer school. It was so lame.
What is the worst question to
ask a musician?
Other than what do you sound like? What do
you hope to do within the next five years? No matter
what you answer you're going to end up sounding
pretentious or way too hopeful. You may jinx yourself.
You don't know what you're going to do in the next
five years. I don't know what I'm going to do next
week.
When did you get your first guitar
and who bought it for you?
My mom had a little brother, my uncle Dom,
who passed away when he was 13. He played guitar
and when I was 13 I was in my attic putting away
all my stuffed animals and I found the guitar, and
I was like sweet, a guitar, and I was like, "Mom,
a guitar" and she said, "Don't touch that."
I would go in the attic and I had seen that Nirvana
Unplugged where he did that Ledbelly song, and I
sort of picked around by ear and taught myself how
to play it, and my grandmother was babysitting me
and I played it for her and she was like, wow, and
she got me lessons. That was my first guitar, it
was a learner's Yamaha.
If you could emulate anyone's
career, whose would it be?
Probably Jeff Tweedy. He keeps puting out better
and better and better records. He has a career and
he also has a family and he's teaching his son to
be a drummer. I want that, I want to be able to
play music with people I like and just keep within
the realm of experimenting.
Is anyone in your family involved
in music?
No. They all like music, but no. My cousin Mike
is a guitar player, we had a band in high school
called the Barefoot Blues Band. My uncle is an amazing
karaoke singer. He can do a dead on Frankie Valli
impression. He and I will get drunk in his basement
bar and he has a karaoke machine hooked up and we'll
just drink Old Grandad and sing karaoke to Rascals
songs.
Anyone not in music who inspires
you?
Filmmakers, David Lynch. Sicilian people and
the way they hold on to their guilt like a badge.
My family is Sicilian. Ever since I was little I
have had this awful fixation with my impending death.
People would be like, "I want to meet your
parents, they sound cool," and I'd be like
"oh sure, you'll meet them" and I'm like
" yeah, when I die, you'll meet them. At my
funeral." It's awful. I look at old people
and I get really jealous. I'm like, "fuck you,
guys," I'm afraid I won't get to be like that.
Can you not see yourself old?
No, I can, but I just get afraid that I'm not
going to. I guess my family is riddled with tragedy.
People who died when they were really young.
When I younger in Catholic school, I was always
like, "Why don't we go to church?" and
it was always like, "Cause God owes us."
What do you think about 5 minutes
before you fall asleep?
I think about how broke I am. All the stuff
I need to do like quit smoking and work out and
quit drinking. Sometimes, it'll be positive. I think
about how much my air mattress sucks and how I need
a real bed.
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